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18march1991
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had a sense of fulfilment, because i had gone down for both SD meeting and chapt daimoku kai on sat and sun respectively. this time, i didnt give excuses. cos previously, i used to give as many excuses as possible in order to siam for my sd meeting. yup, so now mayb it's because i'm getting older and tend to do things in a more mature way? haha.

ok, and ytd was a miracle for me! let me put it in another word, it should be a break through for me because i stayed back for games and bbq until 9pm which seem so impossible for me. it may seem nothing for many people but because i'm not very close with the rest, and i'm more introvert. yup, so mixing around with the rest seems a little tougher for me and especially, when i'm not even close to anyone of them. mostly are acquaintance to me.

i often encounter difficulties when mixing around, this is the biggest challenge for me. i jus cant open up to people that i'm not close with. i really envy those that can really talk/mingle around in any circumstances. ok, i'll stop here. i think i sound a little zi bi. haha .. jus feeling a bit down.

i think i'm contradicting, the first paragraph i sound like i'm happy and the last paragraph, i sound so sad. haha .. i also dont know what am i thinking. hahaa .. ok, bye~